Hello again!!

First of all, this profile picture was done by Cinni_K, it's a recolor of Teotoratta (pfp I had on YouTube) to match my old icon set.

Second of all, considering people actually check this account now thanks to Tax Evasion and Wave, and I've since improved on a lot of my rejection sensitivity--in part because of all the love Dark Matter has gotten which has honestly made me like it again, and in part because I imagine the jackass who kept zerobombing my shit is now off my ass--I figured, fuck it, I'm reuploading everything! Be that relisting a bunch of stuff (god bless my old self for not fully nuking it, you can scroll back through my profile for that) or outright reuploading things I deleted I think before I even transitioned. EDIT: This is with the exception of Electrophobia and Cosmic Hazard, as they were both shamelessly plagiarized, and I opted to sweep it under the rug instead of owning up to it. I'm sorry for ever thinking it was okay to pull that shit instead of improving myself. Support the original creators. I figure I want this stuff back on the internet for you all to enjoy or laugh at. Thanks for reinvigorating me.

I post my music here under the name MJnHerAbsolution now. (Mods: I bought supporter both here and there, this wasn't to dodge the cost of renaming this account.) It's a far far far cry from Dark Matter and Heartthrasher and I haven't cooked anything at all recently but if y'all wanna keep up, I'm there!

firstly, see my first post if you haven't already since it all still stands

just wanted to say that i've relisted three older songs. Dark Matter, since per (3) it was used in a well-known level i was previously unaware of; Hurricane, per (4) since it's a toss-up which one was first and i'd just rather have both; and Recall since it's, uh... a little bit unique in my discography. a cute attempt at using garageband for a purpose it wasn't designed for.

again, if there's anything i took down that'd sabotage some project you're working on, let me know and i'll put it back up, but please just try to find another song first. i didn't mind putting these three back since two were interesting and one was ultimately a turning point for me as a musician, but everything past Dark Matter fills me with such disdain.

thank you.

edit 11/30/22: also relisted within the sadness, per (2)--it was a turning point away from what i used to make towards what i make now, away from this alias

i unlisted a substantial portion of my discography

i've been contemplating it for months and decided that it's time for me to let go. i'm not proud of, and dissent a substantial portion of it, and some truly represent opportunities i failed to realize and the torment of the time. i'm done with it. completely. you all remember my within the sadness remix? that was dedicated to my emotional abuser, before i had known they were such. no. never. that's never who i'll be, and who i was holds no weight.

i left up songs that (1) i like, i.e saurian swamp & minus realm (2) actually serve meaning and purpose, even if outdated, i.e heartthrasher (3) were used in rated/well known levels, i.e seventh heaven & viking arena remix (4) i don't feel comfortable deleting as it was the first song i made without help, i.e lava dancefloor.

if there's a song that's up that anyone used/was planning to use in a project/gd level, let me know and i'll republish it. but for now, what's gone is gone and i don't want such shit associated with my name, even if it's now a past username. maybe one day i'll make something good and better, but i've been done trying for a year now. god bless me with the confidence i had back then.

i can't see anything it's 4 am i want to use my newgrounds i'm american just look at me :) <-- that's me

is this correct

Don't you hate it when you accidentally rate something a "1" or a "2"?

I don't know, it's not even Christmas where i live yet.